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Riz Ahmed: How to Silence Your Inner Critic (And Build REAL Self Worth)

Explore episode Jun 10, 2026
Religion & Spirituality
The Pigeon on the Windowsill

Riz Ahmed: How to Silence Your Inner Critic (And Build REAL… · Jun 10, 2026 Religion & Spirituality

Lying in an NHS hospital ward, unable to walk or lift his arms, Riz Ahmed was moved to tears by a pigeon on his windowsill. He hadn't earned that moment of beauty. That realisation — that everything he had was a gift — became the spiritual foundation he carried back into the world.

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Facing Your Darkest Moments Alone

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Emerging from his hospitalisation, Riz Ahmed began making the connection between his psychological state and his physical collapse. Citing The Body Keeps the Score, he argues that he was at war with himself: his inner critic so ferocious, his shame so deep, that his body had literally turned on itself in an autoimmune response. He gives a telling example: two years after winning an Emmy for The Night Of — after the show had aired and his career was at a peak — he was still waking in the middle of the night to rehearse scenes, his critical voice insisting he wasn't good enough. The shame he felt around his illness — not wanting anyone to see him weak, nearly dying — kept it private for years. But he frames the creation of Mogul Mowgli, Sound of Metal, and Bait as his act of defiance against that shame: owning the experience, losing the shame, making work from the most personal place as an act of healing.

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