Nadia Bolz-Weber told her story to a sold-out crowd of 2,700 at a Moth Mainstage in Oregon in partnership with Portland Literary Arts.
Cotton Candy and Revolutionary Rides: The Moth Radio Hour
During a wartime ceasefire in Yemen, just 11 women on borrowed bikes sparked a global solidarity movement — proof that the smallest acts of defiance can echo around the world.
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Cotton Candy and Revolutionary Rides: The Moth Radio Hour
During a wartime ceasefire in Yemen, just 11 women on borrowed bikes sparked a global solidarity movement — proof that the smallest acts of defiance can echo around the world.
TL;DR
Three extraordinary personal stories unfold in this Moth Radio Hour: Lutheran pastor Nadia Bolz-Weber discovers that sharing failures creates deeper connection than showcasing expertise [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "While Nadia Bolz-Weber fumed over empty seats, her congregation was feeding hungry strangers at a park and handing cotton candy to every ca…" 13:40 ; self-taught dancer Audrey Pleasant transforms humiliation into a spotlight moment at the Apollo Theater alongside James Brown [2] — Audrey Pleasant "A crowd formed a tight circle, as it does in Harlem when something spectacular is happening. Tommy did his splits and slides. Audrey let hi…" 25:00 ; and Yemeni activist Bushra Al-Fusail leads 11 women on a defiant bike ride through war-torn Sana'a during a 3-day ceasefire, sparking global solidarity [3] — Bushra Al-Fusail "After the ride, threats poured in and her parents fled to her sister's house. Then Bushra Al-Fusail opened Facebook and watched solidarity …" 50:05 . The throughline: vulnerability, determination, and small acts of courage ripple further than anyone expects.
Three stories from The Moth Radio Hour, hosted by Sarah Austin Jenness: Lutheran minister Nadia Bolz-Weber starts her own unconventional church; wallflower Audrey Pleasant teaches herself the slide and ends up in the spotlight at the Apollo Theater; and Bushra Al-Fusail begins a Yemeni revolution on two wheels during a wartime ceasefire.
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Before a single story is told, the episode opens with a brief call for student applications to The Moth's free summer storytelling workshop, inviting young people to find and shape their own personal narratives. A sponsor read for Brightside Health follows, emphasizing accessible, personalized online mental healthcare for anxiety, depression, ADHD, and more. The second sponsor, Smile Generation, pivots to oral health, making the surprising claim that mouth health affects the heart, brain, and long-term conditions — and directing listeners to smilegeneration.com/moth. These bookend segments establish the episode's tone: personal narrative as a form of health, broadly defined.
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Sarah Austin Jenness steps in as host of The Moth Radio Hour, warmly framing the three stories listeners are about to hear: Bushra Al-Fusail's bike ride during wartime Yemen, Audrey Pleasant's dance hall transformation in Harlem, and the main event — Lutheran pastor Nadia Bolz-Weber. Jenness notes that Nadia told her story at a sold-out Moth Mainstage in Oregon, in partnership with Portland Literary Arts, before a crowd of 2,700. This brief orientation primes the audience for a deeply human hour of storytelling about courage, failure, and unexpected grace.
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Nadia Bolz-Weber opens by acknowledging the awkwardness of being a Lutheran pastor who dislikes church — a feeling she earned from a rigid, joyless upbringing. Her solution: start from scratch. In 2008, she founded House for All Sinners and Saints, designing it to have 'very few rules, a whole lot of fun, and everyone gets to be themselves.' [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "Nadia Bolz-Weber grew up in a strict conservative church with too many rules and no room to be herself. So she founded House for All Sinner…" 03:24 The congregation quickly became distinctive: a velvet painting of a crying Elvis greeted worshippers; bicycle blessings replaced blessing of the animals; a bar basement hosted 'Beer and Hymns' quarterly. Stuart, the congregation's unofficial minister of fabulousness and church drag queen, exemplified the spirit — his stewardship campaign t-shirts read 'This shit ain't free' on the front and 'So you better tithe, bitches' on the back. But the congregation was small, and denominational pressure meant every Sunday felt like 'throwing my own birthday party.' Summer attendance fell to 35, then lower — setting up the catastrophic Rally Day she had staked everything on.
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The Rally Day sequence is the comedic and spiritual heart of Nadia's story. She hauled a cotton candy machine, cases of soda, an industrial bag of Doritos, and enough burgers for 80 people — all to get her congregation back from a sleepy summer. Two minutes before the service, she walked upstairs into the sunlight streaming through stained glass, and counted 26 people. [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "Nadia Bolz-Weber hauled a cotton candy machine, cases of soda, and burgers for 80 people to Rally Day — and 26 people showed up. She snuck …" 07:20 Twenty. Fucking. Six. She immediately reversed, descended to the women's room, and knelt on the peeling linoleum: 'Dear God, I hate all those people who didn't show up so much that I'm having a hard time appreciating the people who did.' With a service starting in two minutes, she asked God to 'rip out my stony little heart and replace it with a human fleshy beating one again.' What saved her wasn't perfection — it was the raw, real prayers of her congregation: JP thanked God for a job after six months of unemployment; Clarice celebrated a year off heroin. The realness helped.
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After the service, Nadia's congregation improvised the leftover Rally Day food into acts of grace: one group took burgers to feed hungry people at Triangle Park; another handed cotton candy to every car stopped at the nearby intersection — 'having a blast.' Nadia, meanwhile, was doing what she calls 'resentful cleanup,' masking her disappointment. Stuart, the drag queen minister of fabulousness, noticed. He and his partner Jim laid hands on her aching back and prayed — and the muscle spasms softened from fists to open palms. She thanked them. Then Jim held up the donation basket: completely empty. [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "While Nadia Bolz-Weber fumed over empty seats, her congregation was feeding hungry strangers at a park and handing cotton candy to every ca…" 13:40 Alone at midnight, self-loathing having finally faded enough to sleep, she was jolted awake by a spiritual realization: she had missed all of it. The healing. The burgers. The cotton candy. Her own back pain disappearing. She had been so consumed by what didn't happen that she couldn't see what did.
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At the pastors' conference in Chicago, Nadia's PowerPoint about her congregation is going over brilliantly — velvet Elvis, bicycle blessings, reformation day bake sales. Then she tells them about Rachel: a young queer woman who called her weeping from her parents' church, where she had been denied communion. Stuart didn't hesitate: 'We'll just have to take her communion to the airport when she gets home.' Ten people showed up at Denver International at 9 PM on a Tuesday with bread and wine and a chauffeur sign reading 'Rachel Pater, Child of God.' [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "A young queer woman in Nadia Bolz-Weber's congregation traveled to her parents' church and was barred from communion. Stuart, the church dr…" 16:40 The room cried. Then Nadia took a breath and told them the other story — the cotton candy machine, the 26 people, the bitch slap from the Holy Spirit, the resentment. The room fell silent, then transformed: at lunch, the pastors stopped treating her like an expert and shared their own failures. Nadia's final insight resonated through everything: 'I only feel less alone when people share their failings with me... those jagged edges create enough texture that it allows us to have something other people can hold on to.'
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Jenness notes that Nadia is the founding pastor of House for All Saints and Sinners, a bestselling memoirist, and someone who claims not to have consumed cotton candy since 2009. Listeners are directed to themoth.org for photos from the original Rally Day. A trio of sponsor reads follows, each with a distinct pitch: Mint Mobile offers premium wireless for $15/month on the nation's largest 5G network; OneSkin promotes its OS-1 peptide engineered to target senescent 'zombie cells' that drive skin aging, with 15% off using code Moth; and Quince offers European linen, organic cotton, and washable silk essentials at 50–80% below comparable retail brands. These sponsor segments provide a rhythmic pause between Nadia's introspective story and the dance-floor energy of Audrey Pleasant.
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Audrey Pleasant sets the scene with disarming confidence: Tommy Johnson is her humiliator. At 13, she was a regular wallflower at the church community center on 141st Street in Harlem, doing her side-to-side shuffle while Tommy performed full splits, turns, and his signature 'shake a tail feather.' Every time he asked her to dance, she followed him out — and the contrast was mortifying. One night, she'd had enough. She went home, put a belt on a doorknob to hold herself steady, and began practicing slides, turns, and the half split. She bumped her head on the closet door. She bumped her head on the floor doing headstands. She practiced for a full month, stopping only for school and dinner, until she felt she finally had it together. The discipline she describes is startling — a child channeling public humiliation into a daily, private athletic practice that would transform her life.
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Audrey's return to the dance floor is told with theatrical precision. She explains the culture of the Harlem dance circle: a crowd gathers when something spectacular is happening, and you can't leave until you've earned your exit. Tommy did his splits and slides — 'He even galloped like he was riding a pony' — and Audrey let him. Then she slid up to his face. The crowd watched her move like James Brown: sliding in a full glide, shaking a tail feather, executing a half split with total authority. Tommy, bug-eyed and slack-jawed, tried to leave the circle. The crowd pushed back in. Audrey responded by going harder. When she was done with him, she slid up one more time and threw him a kiss — the ultimate punctuation on a month of secret practice. It's a beautifully structured revenge arc, told with Audrey's own irrepressible joy.
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Walking down 125th Street near the Apollo, Audrey heard James Brown blasting from the Record Shack — and her body took over. A crowd gathered. A man stepped out and handed her a paper with a time, a date, and a stage. She showed up, paid admission like any audience member, and watched the Coasters perform, their lead singer Speedo working the crowd with a microphone and a 'Whoa!' — to which she replied 'Wow!' so powerfully he grabbed her hand and pulled her onstage. [1] — Audrey Pleasant "Walking down 125th Street near the Apollo, Audrey Pleasant heard James Brown blast from the Record Shack and couldn't help herself. A crowd…" 27:50 She demonstrated her posterior in rhythmic motion; Speedo took off his shirt and reached for his pants; she screamed and ran. The manager tracked her down with a flashlight and offered her a paid week of performances. She was 13 and said yes. When James Brown himself later appeared, he watched her execute a figure-8 slide and said: 'Wow, Lil Mama.' The stage name stuck. From there, Audrey moved through Harlem's legendary venues — the Carver Ballroom, the Renaissance Ballroom, the Audubon Ballroom, Small's Paradise — having left the side-shuffle behind forever.
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Jenness closes Audrey Pleasant's story with the delightful note that Audrey is a poet from the Bronx and can still shake a tail feather. Listeners are sent to themoth.org for a photo of Audrey in her star-studded gown. The break includes three segments: Monarch, a personal finance app offering first-year half-price access with code MOTH, is pitched as a tool for real-time net worth tracking and investment benchmarking against the S&P 500. Children's Miracle Network receives a heartfelt PSA about its 170-hospital network and community impact. And Jill Schlesinger previews her new Money Moves podcast, promising financial myth-busting and actionable guidance. The break resets the emotional register before Bushra Al-Fusail's wartime story begins.
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Before the story begins, Jenness calls Bushra Al-Fusail to set the historical and personal scene. Bushra describes herself as a quiet rebel: at five, she was already asking her mother why girls had to stay in the kitchen while boys went with their fathers. She was what she calls 'daughter-father girl.' Her mother, she notes, always freaked out when she raised women's rights. She confirms this story takes place in 2015 in Sana'a, when Saudi coalition airstrikes began — historically the first time Yemen had been bombed from the air, despite the country's long history of civil war. Streets went empty overnight. Nobody knew which neighborhoods were safe. The context makes the bike ride that follows feel all the more staggering.
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Bushra begins her story at midnight: her bed shaking, a massive explosion, her father screaming her toward the basement. Within hours, she is scrolling Facebook to learn that Saudi coalition airstrikes have begun. For two weeks, she stays home. Then depression sets in and she fights her way back to work — buying fuel from the black market at $80–$100 a gallon, ten times the normal rate. On her drive in, she notices men on bicycles threading through the empty city. She feels something like joy — and then she looks to the other side and sees women standing in the blazing sun, fully covered, holding heavy bags, waiting for transportation that may never come. The contrast is unbearable. Biking isn't illegal in Yemen. It isn't against religion. But society has decided women cannot do it. Bushra creates a Facebook page — Yemeni Women Bike — just to see how people react. About 100 women sign up. And then a 3-day ceasefire is announced. She decides: if she is going to bike, it will be now.
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The morning of the ride, Bushra wakes at 6 AM and writes on Facebook: 'It's a revolutionary day.' She has hidden five bikes in her father's car without telling her parents, having always been the golden sheep expected not to cause trouble. She chooses the most visible highway she can find — a major artery, deliberately — even though it has been damaged by bombing and there is a checkpoint ahead. She thinks she might be alone. Then a friend shows up. Then another. Two women appear from the checkpoint — a mother and daughter who do not know how to bike but came to support the cause. Within five minutes, 11 women have gathered and are taking turns on the five bikes. Men scream from cars. Bushra blocks them out. When she finally gets on a bike herself, she feels the breeze in her scarf and her abaya, and she forgets entirely that there is a siege, rebels, or airstrikes. [1] — Bushra Al-Fusail "Men screamed from car windows. A checkpoint loomed. But once Bushra Al-Fusail started pedaling, she felt the breeze in her scarf and forgot…" 48:00 For two hours, 11 women on a destroyed highway experience something that did not exist before: freedom.
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The aftermath is swift and volatile. People knock on the family's door demanding her father account for her behavior. Phone calls pour in. Someone threatens to beat her up if they see her biking again. Bushra lies to her parents: 'I just photographed.' They flee to her older sister's house for safety. But that afternoon, she naps, wakes, and hears her mother laughing. She goes outside and finds her mother in the fully-covered backyard, quietly trying to balance on a bike. No words. Just solidarity. [1] — Bushra Al-Fusail "After the ride, threats poured in and her parents fled to her sister's house. Then Bushra Al-Fusail opened Facebook and watched solidarity …" 50:05 Then her sister shows her Facebook. The photos have spread: a Yemeni girl in Yemen bikes in solidarity. Then women in Canada. Then Egypt. Then New York, DC, London. Hundreds of posts, hashtag after hashtag, from all over the world. 'I felt like I'm not that crazy girl,' Bushra says. She shows her parents the screen: 'See, your daughter is not crazy. We have the right to bike.'
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Sarah Austin Jenness draws Bushra back out in a post-story interview. Are women still biking? No, Bushra says — the Houthis are stronger now, controlling more of the city and country, and women are more frightened. She compares the situation to Taliban-controlled Afghanistan. Was the ride worth risking her life? Definitively yes. [1] — Bushra Al-Fusail "The Houthi rebels are stronger now and women's rights in Yemen have retreated. But Bushra Al-Fusail says the ride was absolutely worth it: …" 52:35 The campaign gave Yemeni women proof that biking is possible — just not while the rebels control the streets. 'As soon as they're not controlling the city, this is an option for them.' Jenness probes her nerves of steel; Bushra admits she was terrified, panicking, fully aware that the women could have been shot, beaten, or kidnapped. But she reasoned: 'Either we're going to die from airstrikes or from these people. So I decided at least doing whatever I want to have — that's my right.' When you know something is your right, she concludes, you are not that afraid. She describes her favorite photograph: abayas flying behind bicycle wheels, with a mosque in the background. She never imagined she would see it. She felt like she was in a dream.
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Jenness wraps the episode with an invitation: listeners can see Bushra's photographs at themoth.org, pitch their own stories via the site, and find Moth events in their area year-round. Jay Allison follows with full production credits, naming the Moth's leadership team and thanking Atlantic Public Media. A brief Zocdoc sponsor spot — framed as a video game metaphor for the annoyance of booking a doctor — closes the episode on a light note, bookending the deeply human hour of storytelling.
- Rally Day
- A traditional Lutheran church event held at the start of autumn to welcome families back from summer travels and kick off the Sunday school year, often featuring light festivities for children.
- Stewardship campaign
- A church fundraising drive, typically annual, in which congregants are invited to pledge financial support; Nadia Bolz-Weber uses it as a synonym for 'fundraising.'
- Open table
- A Communion practice in which anyone — regardless of denomination, baptismal status, or background — is welcome to receive bread and wine; contrasted with closed-table traditions that restrict participation.
- Tithe
- A traditional religious practice of giving one-tenth of one's income to a church or religious institution.
- Abaya
- A full-length loose robe worn by women in many parts of the Arab world, typically covering the body from head to toe; several Yemeni women wore abayas during the bike ride.
- Saudi coalition
- A military alliance led by Saudi Arabia that began airstrikes against Houthi-controlled areas of Yemen in March 2015, triggering the conflict described by Bushra Al-Fusail.
- Yemeni rebels (Houthis)
- An armed movement known as the Houthis that seized control of Sana'a and large parts of Yemen; referred to in the episode as 'Yemeni rebels' who imposed restrictions on women's freedoms.
- Ceasefire
- A temporary halt to military hostilities agreed between warring parties; Bushra Al-Fusail used a 3-day ceasefire window to safely organize the Yemeni Women Bike campaign.
- Patriarchal
- A social system in which men hold primary authority and women are largely excluded from public life and decision-making; used to describe Yemeni social norms around women cycling.
- Minister of fabulousness
- The unofficial title given by Nadia Bolz-Weber to Stuart, the church drag queen at House for All Sinners and Saints, reflecting the congregation's embrace of unconventional roles.
- Indulgences
- In Reformation-era Catholicism, payments made to the Church in exchange for the remission of sins; Nadia Bolz-Weber's church held a satirical 'selling of indulgences bake sale' on Reformation Day.
- Denomination
- A distinct branch or sect within Christianity with its own governance and doctrine; Nadia Bolz-Weber's church belongs to the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America.
- Tail feather (shake a tail feather)
- An expressive R&B/soul dance move made famous by Ray Charles and James Brown, involving vigorous hip movement; central to Audrey Pleasant's story of dance self-discovery.
- Recoupable
- Capable of being recovered or repaid; Nadia Bolz-Weber uses it to mean the cost of the Rally Day food could easily be covered by donations from a large crowd — which never materialized.
- Golden sheep
- Bushra Al-Fusail's phrase for the favored, well-behaved child in a family who is expected to uphold family honor; analogous to the English idiom 'golden child,' but she uses it to describe her own rebellious reputation within that role.
Chapter 2 · 02:46
Host Introduction: Sarah Austin Jenness Opens the Hour
Sarah Austin Jenness steps in as host of The Moth Radio Hour, warmly framing the three stories listeners are about to hear: Bushra Al-Fusail's bike ride during wartime Yemen, Audrey Pleasant's dance hall transformation in Harlem, and the main event — Lutheran pastor Nadia Bolz-Weber. Jenness notes that Nadia told her story at a sold-out Moth Mainstage in Oregon, in partnership with Portland Literary Arts, before a crowd of 2,700. This brief orientation primes the audience for a deeply human hour of storytelling about courage, failure, and unexpected grace.
Claims made here
Nadia Bolz-Weber told her story to a sold-out crowd of 2,700 at a Moth Mainstage in Oregon, in partnership with Portland Literary Arts.
Chapter 3 · 03:24
Nadia Bolz-Weber: The Pastor Who Founded a Church She'd Actually Want to Attend
Nadia Bolz-Weber opens by acknowledging the awkwardness of being a Lutheran pastor who dislikes church — a feeling she earned from a rigid, joyless upbringing. Her solution: start from scratch. In 2008, she founded House for All Sinners and Saints, designing it to have 'very few rules, a whole lot of fun, and everyone gets to be themselves.' [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "Nadia Bolz-Weber grew up in a strict conservative church with too many rules and no room to be herself. So she founded House for All Sinner…" 03:24 The congregation quickly became distinctive: a velvet painting of a crying Elvis greeted worshippers; bicycle blessings replaced blessing of the animals; a bar basement hosted 'Beer and Hymns' quarterly. Stuart, the congregation's unofficial minister of fabulousness and church drag queen, exemplified the spirit — his stewardship campaign t-shirts read 'This shit ain't free' on the front and 'So you better tithe, bitches' on the back. But the congregation was small, and denominational pressure meant every Sunday felt like 'throwing my own birthday party.' Summer attendance fell to 35, then lower — setting up the catastrophic Rally Day she had staked everything on.
Claims made here
Nadia Bolz-Weber founded House for All Sinners and Saints congregation in 2008.
Nadia Bolz-Weber did not graduate from college until she was 36 years old.
House for All Sinners and Saints had summer attendance as low as 35 people per Sunday.
Only 26 people attended the Rally Day event Nadia Bolz-Weber organized with food for 80 people.
Nadia Bolz-Weber grew up in a strict conservative church with too many rules and no room to be herself. So she founded House for All Sinners and Saints in 2008, a congregation designed around minimal rules, maximum fun, and radical inclusion — complete with a velvet Elvis at the door and a minister of fabulousness.
Nadia Bolz-Weber founded House for All Sinners and Saints in 2008, a congregation designed to have very few rules, a lot of fun, and room for everyone to be their whole self.
Nadia Bolz-Weber didn't graduate college until she was 36, making her a 'second career student' — which she found absurd since she had no first career.
Nadia Bolz-Weber hauled a cotton candy machine, cases of soda, and burgers for 80 people to Rally Day — and 26 people showed up. She snuck downstairs to pray away her fury before the service, confessing she hated the people who didn't come so much she couldn't appreciate the ones who did.
Nadia Bolz-Weber planned a big Rally Day event with food for 80 people, only to find just 26 attendees — a humbling moment that led to her deepest insight about failure and grace.
Chapter 4 · 12:10
Rally Day Disaster: Cotton Candy, 26 People, and a Prayer on Peeling Linoleum
The Rally Day sequence is the comedic and spiritual heart of Nadia's story. She hauled a cotton candy machine, cases of soda, an industrial bag of Doritos, and enough burgers for 80 people — all to get her congregation back from a sleepy summer. Two minutes before the service, she walked upstairs into the sunlight streaming through stained glass, and counted 26 people. [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "Nadia Bolz-Weber hauled a cotton candy machine, cases of soda, and burgers for 80 people to Rally Day — and 26 people showed up. She snuck …" 07:20 Twenty. Fucking. Six. She immediately reversed, descended to the women's room, and knelt on the peeling linoleum: 'Dear God, I hate all those people who didn't show up so much that I'm having a hard time appreciating the people who did.' With a service starting in two minutes, she asked God to 'rip out my stony little heart and replace it with a human fleshy beating one again.' What saved her wasn't perfection — it was the raw, real prayers of her congregation: JP thanked God for a job after six months of unemployment; Clarice celebrated a year off heroin. The realness helped.
While Nadia Bolz-Weber fumed over empty seats, her congregation was feeding hungry strangers at a park and handing cotton candy to every car at the stop sign. A 2 AM wake-up — what she calls a 'bitch slap from the Holy Spirit' — finally made her see all the grace she had been too resentful to notice.
While Nadia Bolz-Weber sulked over her failed Rally Day, her congregation spontaneously handed free cotton candy to every car stopped at the nearby stop sign — a grace she nearly missed entirely.
Chapter 5 · 14:40
The Grace Hidden in Plain Sight: Cotton Candy, Healed Backs, and a Holy Slap
After the service, Nadia's congregation improvised the leftover Rally Day food into acts of grace: one group took burgers to feed hungry people at Triangle Park; another handed cotton candy to every car stopped at the nearby intersection — 'having a blast.' Nadia, meanwhile, was doing what she calls 'resentful cleanup,' masking her disappointment. Stuart, the drag queen minister of fabulousness, noticed. He and his partner Jim laid hands on her aching back and prayed — and the muscle spasms softened from fists to open palms. She thanked them. Then Jim held up the donation basket: completely empty. [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "While Nadia Bolz-Weber fumed over empty seats, her congregation was feeding hungry strangers at a park and handing cotton candy to every ca…" 13:40 Alone at midnight, self-loathing having finally faded enough to sleep, she was jolted awake by a spiritual realization: she had missed all of it. The healing. The burgers. The cotton candy. Her own back pain disappearing. She had been so consumed by what didn't happen that she couldn't see what did.
Chapter 6 · 16:40
Airport Communion and the Power of Sharing Failure
At the pastors' conference in Chicago, Nadia's PowerPoint about her congregation is going over brilliantly — velvet Elvis, bicycle blessings, reformation day bake sales. Then she tells them about Rachel: a young queer woman who called her weeping from her parents' church, where she had been denied communion. Stuart didn't hesitate: 'We'll just have to take her communion to the airport when she gets home.' Ten people showed up at Denver International at 9 PM on a Tuesday with bread and wine and a chauffeur sign reading 'Rachel Pater, Child of God.' [1] — Nadia Bolz-Weber "A young queer woman in Nadia Bolz-Weber's congregation traveled to her parents' church and was barred from communion. Stuart, the church dr…" 16:40 The room cried. Then Nadia took a breath and told them the other story — the cotton candy machine, the 26 people, the bitch slap from the Holy Spirit, the resentment. The room fell silent, then transformed: at lunch, the pastors stopped treating her like an expert and shared their own failures. Nadia's final insight resonated through everything: 'I only feel less alone when people share their failings with me... those jagged edges create enough texture that it allows us to have something other people can hold on to.'
Claims made here
Ten members of House for All Sinners and Saints went to Denver International Airport at 9 PM on a Tuesday to bring communion to a congregant.
A young queer woman in Nadia Bolz-Weber's congregation traveled to her parents' church and was barred from communion. Stuart, the church drag queen, didn't skip a beat: 'We'll just have to take her communion to the airport when she gets home.' Ten people showed up at Denver International with bread, wine, and a chauffeur sign reading 'Rachel Pater, Child of God.'
After hearing that a young queer congregant was denied communion at her parents' church, 10 members of House for All Sinners and Saints showed up at Denver International Airport with bread and wine and a chauffeur sign.
At a pastors' conference, Nadia Bolz-Weber confessed her Rally Day breakdown — the bitch slap, the cotton candy, the resentment, all of it. The room stopped seeing her as an expert and started treating her like a colleague. Her conclusion: virtues dazzle, but jagged edges are what people can actually hold on to.
Chapter 8 · 21:39
Audrey Pleasant: The Side-Shuffle Wallflower Who Conquered the Apollo
Audrey Pleasant sets the scene with disarming confidence: Tommy Johnson is her humiliator. At 13, she was a regular wallflower at the church community center on 141st Street in Harlem, doing her side-to-side shuffle while Tommy performed full splits, turns, and his signature 'shake a tail feather.' Every time he asked her to dance, she followed him out — and the contrast was mortifying. One night, she'd had enough. She went home, put a belt on a doorknob to hold herself steady, and began practicing slides, turns, and the half split. She bumped her head on the closet door. She bumped her head on the floor doing headstands. She practiced for a full month, stopping only for school and dinner, until she felt she finally had it together. The discipline she describes is startling — a child channeling public humiliation into a daily, private athletic practice that would transform her life.
At 13, Audrey Pleasant watched Tommy Johnson dominate every dance floor while she shuffled side to side. One night, humiliated enough to act, she went home, tied a belt to a doorknob, and started practicing slides, shakes, and splits for a month straight — coming back for revenge.
After being humiliated on the dance floor by Tommy Johnson, Audrey Pleasant spent an entire month secretly practicing slides, splits, and dance moves in her bedroom before returning.
Chapter 9 · 25:00
The Dance Floor Redemption: Tommy Johnson Meets His Match
Audrey's return to the dance floor is told with theatrical precision. She explains the culture of the Harlem dance circle: a crowd gathers when something spectacular is happening, and you can't leave until you've earned your exit. Tommy did his splits and slides — 'He even galloped like he was riding a pony' — and Audrey let him. Then she slid up to his face. The crowd watched her move like James Brown: sliding in a full glide, shaking a tail feather, executing a half split with total authority. Tommy, bug-eyed and slack-jawed, tried to leave the circle. The crowd pushed back in. Audrey responded by going harder. When she was done with him, she slid up one more time and threw him a kiss — the ultimate punctuation on a month of secret practice. It's a beautifully structured revenge arc, told with Audrey's own irrepressible joy.
A crowd formed a tight circle, as it does in Harlem when something spectacular is happening. Tommy did his splits and slides. Audrey let him. Then she slid up to his face — and showed the room she could move like James Brown. She threw him a kiss on the way out of the circle.
Chapter 10 · 27:50
From 125th Street to the Apollo — James Brown Names Her 'Lil Mama'
Walking down 125th Street near the Apollo, Audrey heard James Brown blasting from the Record Shack — and her body took over. A crowd gathered. A man stepped out and handed her a paper with a time, a date, and a stage. She showed up, paid admission like any audience member, and watched the Coasters perform, their lead singer Speedo working the crowd with a microphone and a 'Whoa!' — to which she replied 'Wow!' so powerfully he grabbed her hand and pulled her onstage. [1] — Audrey Pleasant "Walking down 125th Street near the Apollo, Audrey Pleasant heard James Brown blast from the Record Shack and couldn't help herself. A crowd…" 27:50 She demonstrated her posterior in rhythmic motion; Speedo took off his shirt and reached for his pants; she screamed and ran. The manager tracked her down with a flashlight and offered her a paid week of performances. She was 13 and said yes. When James Brown himself later appeared, he watched her execute a figure-8 slide and said: 'Wow, Lil Mama.' The stage name stuck. From there, Audrey moved through Harlem's legendary venues — the Carver Ballroom, the Renaissance Ballroom, the Audubon Ballroom, Small's Paradise — having left the side-shuffle behind forever.
Walking down 125th Street near the Apollo, Audrey Pleasant heard James Brown blast from the Record Shack and couldn't help herself. A crowd gathered. A man stepped forward and handed her a piece of paper with a time and a stage. At 13, she performed with the Coasters — and then James Brown himself walked out and called her 'Lil Mama.'
Audrey Pleasant was just 13 years old when she was pulled onstage at the Apollo Theater to perform alongside the Coasters, launching a career that took her to Harlem's legendary venues.
Chapter 11 · 33:00
Outro for Audrey & Sponsor/Promo Break: Monarch Money, Children's Miracle Network, Money Moves
Jenness closes Audrey Pleasant's story with the delightful note that Audrey is a poet from the Bronx and can still shake a tail feather. Listeners are sent to themoth.org for a photo of Audrey in her star-studded gown. The break includes three segments: Monarch, a personal finance app offering first-year half-price access with code MOTH, is pitched as a tool for real-time net worth tracking and investment benchmarking against the S&P 500. Children's Miracle Network receives a heartfelt PSA about its 170-hospital network and community impact. And Jill Schlesinger previews her new Money Moves podcast, promising financial myth-busting and actionable guidance. The break resets the emotional register before Bushra Al-Fusail's wartime story begins.
Claims made here
Bushra Al-Fusail was 27 years old during the events of the Yemeni Women Bike campaign in 2015.
Chapter 12 · 39:10
Host Sets the Stage: Bushra Al-Fusail and the Yemen Context
Before the story begins, Jenness calls Bushra Al-Fusail to set the historical and personal scene. Bushra describes herself as a quiet rebel: at five, she was already asking her mother why girls had to stay in the kitchen while boys went with their fathers. She was what she calls 'daughter-father girl.' Her mother, she notes, always freaked out when she raised women's rights. She confirms this story takes place in 2015 in Sana'a, when Saudi coalition airstrikes began — historically the first time Yemen had been bombed from the air, despite the country's long history of civil war. Streets went empty overnight. Nobody knew which neighborhoods were safe. The context makes the bike ride that follows feel all the more staggering.
Claims made here
The 2015 Saudi coalition airstrikes were the first aerial bombing Yemen had ever experienced, despite the country's history of civil wars.
During the 2015 fuel crisis in Sana'a, black market petrol prices rose from $5–$15 per gallon to $80–$100 per gallon.
In 2015, Bushra Al-Fusail woke to her bed shaking and her father screaming to go to the basement. Saudi coalition airstrikes had begun. It was the first time in Yemen's history that its citizens had been bombed from the air — and it would confine the entire city indoors for weeks.
Bushra Al-Fusail described the 2015 Saudi coalition airstrikes as historically unprecedented for Yemen — a country accustomed to civil war but never before bombed from the air.
During the war and fuel crisis in Sana'a, the black market price of a gallon of petrol surged from $5–$15 to $80–$100, forcing Bushra Al-Fusail to improvise transportation.
Women in Yemen weren't legally banned from biking — society had just decided they couldn't. During a 3-day ceasefire, Bushra Al-Fusail gathered 5 borrowed bikes and 11 women on a bombed-out Sana'a highway. Threats poured in. But photographs of abayas flying behind bicycle wheels spread from Yemen to Canada to London.
Chapter 13 · 41:50
Bushra Al-Fusail: The Night the Bombs Fell and the Idea That Followed
Bushra begins her story at midnight: her bed shaking, a massive explosion, her father screaming her toward the basement. Within hours, she is scrolling Facebook to learn that Saudi coalition airstrikes have begun. For two weeks, she stays home. Then depression sets in and she fights her way back to work — buying fuel from the black market at $80–$100 a gallon, ten times the normal rate. On her drive in, she notices men on bicycles threading through the empty city. She feels something like joy — and then she looks to the other side and sees women standing in the blazing sun, fully covered, holding heavy bags, waiting for transportation that may never come. The contrast is unbearable. Biking isn't illegal in Yemen. It isn't against religion. But society has decided women cannot do it. Bushra creates a Facebook page — Yemeni Women Bike — just to see how people react. About 100 women sign up. And then a 3-day ceasefire is announced. She decides: if she is going to bike, it will be now.
Claims made here
In Yemen, women biking is not forbidden by law or religion, only by societal tradition.
The Yemeni Women Bike campaign was held during a 3-day ceasefire between Houthi rebels and the Saudi coalition in 2015.
Approximately 100 women signed up online for the Yemeni Women Bike campaign, but only 11 showed up in person.
Bushra Al-Fusail deliberately planned the Yemeni Women Bike campaign to coincide with a 3-day ceasefire between Yemeni rebels and the Saudi coalition — the only window of relative safety.
Chapter 14 · 45:55
Five Borrowed Bikes, 11 Women, and a Bombed-Out Highway
The morning of the ride, Bushra wakes at 6 AM and writes on Facebook: 'It's a revolutionary day.' She has hidden five bikes in her father's car without telling her parents, having always been the golden sheep expected not to cause trouble. She chooses the most visible highway she can find — a major artery, deliberately — even though it has been damaged by bombing and there is a checkpoint ahead. She thinks she might be alone. Then a friend shows up. Then another. Two women appear from the checkpoint — a mother and daughter who do not know how to bike but came to support the cause. Within five minutes, 11 women have gathered and are taking turns on the five bikes. Men scream from cars. Bushra blocks them out. When she finally gets on a bike herself, she feels the breeze in her scarf and her abaya, and she forgets entirely that there is a siege, rebels, or airstrikes. [1] — Bushra Al-Fusail "Men screamed from car windows. A checkpoint loomed. But once Bushra Al-Fusail started pedaling, she felt the breeze in her scarf and forgot…" 48:00 For two hours, 11 women on a destroyed highway experience something that did not exist before: freedom.
Despite 100 women signing up online for the Yemeni Women Bike campaign, only 11 actually showed up on the day — but for Bushra Al-Fusail, it felt like a revolution.
Men screamed from car windows. A checkpoint loomed. But once Bushra Al-Fusail started pedaling, she felt the breeze in her scarf and forgot entirely about the siege, the rebels, and the bombs. For two hours, 11 women on borrowed bikes experienced something that hadn't existed before: freedom.
Chapter 15 · 50:00
Threats, a Mother on a Bike, and Global Solidarity
The aftermath is swift and volatile. People knock on the family's door demanding her father account for her behavior. Phone calls pour in. Someone threatens to beat her up if they see her biking again. Bushra lies to her parents: 'I just photographed.' They flee to her older sister's house for safety. But that afternoon, she naps, wakes, and hears her mother laughing. She goes outside and finds her mother in the fully-covered backyard, quietly trying to balance on a bike. No words. Just solidarity. [1] — Bushra Al-Fusail "After the ride, threats poured in and her parents fled to her sister's house. Then Bushra Al-Fusail opened Facebook and watched solidarity …" 50:05 Then her sister shows her Facebook. The photos have spread: a Yemeni girl in Yemen bikes in solidarity. Then women in Canada. Then Egypt. Then New York, DC, London. Hundreds of posts, hashtag after hashtag, from all over the world. 'I felt like I'm not that crazy girl,' Bushra says. She shows her parents the screen: 'See, your daughter is not crazy. We have the right to bike.'
Claims made here
Solidarity photos for the Yemeni Women Bike campaign were posted by women from Canada, Egypt, New York, DC, London, and other countries.
After the ride, threats poured in and her parents fled to her sister's house. Then Bushra Al-Fusail opened Facebook and watched solidarity posts roll in from Egypt, Canada, New York, DC, and London. Hundreds of women cycling in support of Yemeni Women Bike. Her mother, quietly trying to balance a bike in the covered backyard, said it all without a word.
After posting photos, Bushra Al-Fusail saw hundreds of women from Canada, Egypt, New York, DC, London, and beyond post photos in solidarity with the Yemeni Women Bike campaign on Facebook.
Chapter 16 · 52:25
Post-Story Interview: Was It Worth It?
Sarah Austin Jenness draws Bushra back out in a post-story interview. Are women still biking? No, Bushra says — the Houthis are stronger now, controlling more of the city and country, and women are more frightened. She compares the situation to Taliban-controlled Afghanistan. Was the ride worth risking her life? Definitively yes. [1] — Bushra Al-Fusail "The Houthi rebels are stronger now and women's rights in Yemen have retreated. But Bushra Al-Fusail says the ride was absolutely worth it: …" 52:35 The campaign gave Yemeni women proof that biking is possible — just not while the rebels control the streets. 'As soon as they're not controlling the city, this is an option for them.' Jenness probes her nerves of steel; Bushra admits she was terrified, panicking, fully aware that the women could have been shot, beaten, or kidnapped. But she reasoned: 'Either we're going to die from airstrikes or from these people. So I decided at least doing whatever I want to have — that's my right.' When you know something is your right, she concludes, you are not that afraid. She describes her favorite photograph: abayas flying behind bicycle wheels, with a mosque in the background. She never imagined she would see it. She felt like she was in a dream.
The Houthi rebels are stronger now and women's rights in Yemen have retreated. But Bushra Al-Fusail says the ride was absolutely worth it: women across Yemen now know that biking is possible — and when the rebels lose control, that possibility will be remembered. It was worth the risk. It was worth the fear. It was worth doing.
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Legendary soul performer whom Audrey Pleasant referenced as a dance inspiration and who later appeared onstage during her Apollo performances, coining her stage name 'Lil Mama.'
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The unconventional Lutheran congregation founded by Nadia Bolz-Weber in Denver in 2008, central to her Moth story.
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The activist campaign and Facebook page founded by Bushra Al-Fusail to challenge patriarchal norms around women cycling in Yemen.
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R&B vocal group performing at the Apollo Theater when Audrey Pleasant was pulled onstage and subsequently invited to perform with them for a week.
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Woods Hole, Massachusetts-based production company that co-produces The Moth Radio Hour.
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Los Angeles public radio station that partnered with The Moth for the mainstage where Bushra Al-Fusail performed.
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Oregon-based literary organization that partnered with The Moth for the mainstage event where Nadia Bolz-Weber performed.
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Country in the Middle East where Bushra Al-Fusail organized the Yemeni Women Bike campaign during the 2015 Saudi coalition airstrikes.
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The capital of Yemen, controlled by Houthi rebels in 2015 and the location of Bushra Al-Fusail's Yemeni Women Bike campaign.
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Harlem landmark where Audrey Pleasant was invited to perform at age 13 after an impromptu street dance on 125th Street.
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New York City neighborhood where Audrey Pleasant grew up, attended a community center dance, and launched her dance career on 125th Street.
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Led the military coalition that conducted airstrikes on Yemen beginning in 2015, creating the siege conditions described by Bushra Al-Fusail.
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Location where 10 members of Nadia Bolz-Weber's congregation brought bread, wine, and a chauffeur sign to a young queer woman denied communion at her parents' church.
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Factual claims made this episode, and whether a source was named.
Nadia Bolz-Weber founded House for All Sinners and Saints congregation in 2008.
Nadia Bolz-Weber did not graduate from college until she was 36 years old.
House for All Sinners and Saints had summer attendance as low as 35 people per Sunday.
Only 26 people attended the Rally Day event Nadia Bolz-Weber organized with food for 80 people.
Nadia Bolz-Weber told her story to a sold-out crowd of 2,700 at a Moth Mainstage in Oregon in partnership with Portland Literary Arts.
Ten members of House for All Sinners and Saints went to Denver International Airport at 9 PM on a Tuesday to bring communion to a congregant.
In Yemen, women biking is not forbidden by law or religion, only by societal tradition.
During the 2015 fuel crisis in Sana'a, black market petrol prices rose from $5–$15 per gallon to $80–$100 per gallon.
Approximately 100 women signed up online for the Yemeni Women Bike campaign, but only 11 showed up in person.
The Yemeni Women Bike campaign was held during a 3-day ceasefire between Houthi rebels and the Saudi coalition in 2015.
The 2015 Saudi coalition airstrikes were the first aerial bombing Yemen had ever experienced, despite the country's history of civil wars.
Bushra Al-Fusail was 27 years old during the events of the Yemeni Women Bike campaign in 2015.
Solidarity photos for the Yemeni Women Bike campaign were posted by women from Canada, Egypt, New York, DC, London, and other countries.
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