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Who Is The REAL Rose McGowan? I Was Raised In A Cult

Explore episode Jul 2, 2026

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Rose Breaks Down Her Childhood in Italy and the Children of God

At 2:43 · chapter starts 1:00

Rose opens with a vivid portrait of her early life in Italy as part of the Children of God community — a movement not yet called a cult, she notes, because the language for it didn't exist yet. Her father was a charismatic, anti-capitalist artist whose own father was high up in the Navy and who had done everything to avoid going to war. They lived on the grounds of a duke's palazzo in Tuscany, surrounded by 18th and 19th century books, rarely venturing outside the property. One of Rose's earliest and most formative memories is going into the Tuscan hillsides with her father to 'hunt for colors' — seeking 5 different shades of blue, 7 shades of orange — a transmutation of the hunting tradition into something purely perceptual and beautiful. But her father was also, she says, her greatest love and greatest enemy: someone who called himself 'God with a small g' as his way of staying humble, and whose inability to reintegrate into regular society when the movement collapsed left a long shadow. The community eventually grew to 130 chapters worldwide, but for Rose it began as an intensely insular world of homemade clothes, public performances to raise money, and no framework for the word 'safety.'

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