My First Million

Snapshot · My First Million

I dropped out of college and built a $3.6B company from scratch

Explore episode Jul 2, 2026

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Founder Anxiety, Therapy, and Surviving the CEO Grind

At 31:10 · chapter starts 30:00

Sam shifts the conversation to the psychological cost of doing this for 20 years — the hostile takeover attempt, the bridge loans, the endless 'can we talk?' Slack messages from employees who are about to quit. Aaron is candid: it's very stressful, his nervous system has not emerged unscathed, and he sees a therapist. The most useful thing therapy gave him was a word: catastrophization. When you can name the pattern — 'one person leaves, which means the entire company falls apart, which means...' — you can feel it happening in real time and short-circuit it. Previously, a bad piece of news could knock him out for three days. Now the cycles are shorter. The irony he acknowledges: he sometimes over-corrects, downplaying real problems because he's pre-mitigated the catastrophe. He lands a genuine laugh by suggesting that most AI doomers should probably also see a therapist, since their extrapolation logic is textbook catastrophization. Sam reveals he scored 99 out of 100 on neuroticism in a Ray Dalio personality test. Aaron's neuroses, he admits, are more jagged and specific — mostly focused on things being three pixels off on the Box website.

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