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#319 Mike Rowe - What Happened to the American Dream?
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Shawn Ryan's Walk-Away: The CIA, a Dangerous Leader, and Starting Over
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The episode gets personal. Ryan describes his departure from CIA contracting not as a voluntary exit but as an act of conscience: a leader whose decisions were going to get people killed and nobody else would blow the whistle. Ryan gave the agency an ultimatum — remove him or face the press — knowing it would end his career there. The leader never deployed again; the men were safe. Rowe reframes this distinction carefully: pulling the pin yourself is character. What about when you didn't choose to lose the net? He asks whether Ryan has ever been financially wiped out, and Ryan references his suicide attempt and the years after leaving as the lowest point. Rowe takes the question and answers it from his own life.